Gray cities with sleeping residents Cracked streets, empty and full of air Crying trees guard the closed gates Iron fence around the field of graves Growing hatred consumes my anger Run away hurling curses through the wind Trapped and ignored in the results Just like a little girl trying to feel I don't, I don't, I don't wanna say What I really think about you all I don't, I don't, I don't wanna see What you really do when I turn my back Gray cities with sleeping residents Our future's here and it is black Impossible dreams flying in the sky We're catching them when fate turn its back I don't, I don't, I don't wanna say What I really think about you all I don't, I don't, I don't wanna see What you really do when I turn my back I don't, I don't, I don't wanna say What I really think about you all I don't, I don't, I don't wanna see What you really do when I turn my back

I've learnt not to look for meaning of life It doesn't make me sad or happy now All my fears have already calmed down 'Cause I hid them from people's sight Well I regret so many things I've done If I were different, I could correct my mistakes But now it's coming, coming back to me I hope someday it will change Don't look at me, don't look at me When I can't stand your looks My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad I've learnt not to think about the past It doesn't make me confused, just numb All my quirks have already calmed down Now I'm normal and a little dumb So now it's coming, coming back to me I hope someday it will change Don't look at me, don't look at me When I can't stand your looks My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad My eyes are spinning like a rollercoaster One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn, I'm mad One, two, three – turn

I found a black smile on my ceiling Screaming when I'm ashamed of my thoughts Fading when I'm freezing my soul A demon crawling out from under my bed Another smile when I laugh through my tears I'm locked in my world among the creatures White soldiers, black prisoners in red war Only here I can climb in order to fall They scream: Your Majesty, call your angels, call your angels Let them break you out from our grasp, Let them save you from our guillotine I used to sleep under the blanket Of their damaged and disordered dreams Eat their empty words for breakfast They taste so bitter and bland I used to swing on their warm-hearted gallows Which had more feelings than a human I used to find black smiles on my ceiling And have fun with my dolls in funeral They scream: Your Majesty, call your angels, call your angels Let them break you out from our grasp, Let them save you from our guillotine They scream: Your Majesty, call your angels, call your angels Let them break you out from our grasp, Let them save you from our guillotine They scream: Your Majesty, call your angels, call your angels Let them break you out from our grasp, Let them save you from our guillotine

I was waiting for a smile on her face After all it was cruel and full of hate I used to cry for her empty whims Now she's not friend, no I was waiting for a chance for her dreams After all she left me broken and ill I used to shout for rescue and help She wasn't friend, no She's not friend, she's not friend Girl can't you see I'm falling because of your lies Oh can't you see I'm falling straight to hell If you surrender, I'll become a different form of misery My dear I was waiting for tears on her cheeks After all she was so happy and pleased She used to eat my hopes when I was asleep She wasn't friend, no She's not friend, she's not friend Girl can't you see I'm falling because of your lies Oh can't you see I'm falling straight to hell If you surrender, I'll become a different form of misery My dear Girl can't you see I'm falling because of your lies Oh can't you see I'm falling straight to hell If you surrender, I'll become a different form of misery My dear I don't want to mess with your perfect life But I don't know if I'm still alive I don't want to mess with your perfect life But I don't know if I'm still alive Girl can't you see I'm falling because of your lies Oh can't you see I'm falling straight to hell If you surrender, I'll become a different form of misery My dear Girl can't you see I'm falling because of your lies Oh can't you see I'm falling straight to hell If you surrender, I'll become a different form of misery My dear

Take me down into the night Leave me somewhere in the dark Close your eyes, they are too bright Being dead is always hard Welcome to my humble land Could it welcome such great stars? Keep your heads up 'cause you can 'Cause there's no one you can trust You've had me as a worm Now you've got me growing strong I'll be dancing on the graves, I'll be dancing on the graves I'll be dancing on your graves I'll be dancing on the graves, I'll be dancing on the graves I'll be dancing on your graves Can you make the stars spinning? Can you shut up the night? Can you ruin down my temples? Can you destroy what's mine? I'll be dancing on the graves, I'll be dancing on the graves I'll be dancing on your graves I'll be dancing on the graves, I'll be dancing on the graves I'll be dancing on your graves Can you make the stars spinning? Can you shut up the night? Can you ruin down my temples? Can you destroy what's mine? I'll be dancing on the graves, I'll be dancing on the graves I'll be dancing on your graves

Bring gasoline to the fire You are lying when you say that you are Tired of your desire Want to cry when nobody's watching Try to pretend that you're laughing But deep inside of your aching soul You're just like, like a lightning Too bright to shine, to slow to go Explode like a hurrican You're the apocalypse, you're worth it Why don't you explode like supernova Burning everything in fire, fire Fire, like a hurrican You're the apocalypse, you're worth it Why don't you explode like supernova Burning everything in fire, fire, fire Bring gasoline to the fire Tear you bitter-sweet tragedy apart You can do it, you're a tiger You're a scream, a song and everything Explode like a hurrican You're the apocalypse, you're worth it Why don't you explode like supernova Burning everything in fire, fire Fire, like a hurrican You're the apocalypse, you're worth it Why don't you explode like supernova Burning everything Oh, all these people around you Do you think they feel the same as you? Is it all happening for serious? For serious

How many hours I must stay sober To reach the first morning light? How many painkillers I have to take To survive the most painful night? I run out so people can't find me I run out so I can't find myself I run out 'cause it hurts Too much Oh God, please, please, listen to my pleas There's a hole in my entrails, so deep, deep, deep Although I've promised the change Oh God, forgive, I'm still the same Gotta suffer for my sins again, again I'm impolite and pathetic like a paperbird It twists in every part of my body I squeeze into embryo and start to cry I feel panic echoes inside my head I can't stand it anymore, it's time to die Oh God, please, please, listen to my pleas There's a hole in my entrails, so deep, deep, deep Although I've promised the change Oh God, forgive, I'm still the same Gotta suffer for my sins again, again I'm impolite and pathetic like a paperbird Oh don't cry, don't you cry anymore, I've got a paperbird for you I've got a papierbird for you And if there's no rescue for your aching soul, I've got a paperbird for you I've got a paperbird for you Oh God, please, please, listen to my pleas There's a hole in my entrails, so deep, deep, deep Although I've promised the change Oh God, forgive, I'm still the same Gotta suffer for my sins again, again I'm impolite and pathetic like a paperbird

Keep talking 'til I stop thinking Still I can find that sense in your words But I fear that soon I will not understand Anything and anyone People don't listen to me when I'm honest Close their minds to the thoughts of others They have never been so absent, anyway I'm not suprised at all Hey ho here, what a reverb Is anybody in, is anybody in Hey ho there, hello strangers We're on a top, you will all fall soon Keep talking 'til I stop thinking Still cannot get what's in their false minds And I fear that we'll be cursed again Because of our dreams we wanted to catch People don't listen to us when we are different Close their eyes to the things we do Of course they'll cheat on us tomorrow, anyway I'm not suprised at all Hey ho here, what a reverb Is anybody in, is anybody in Hey ho there, hello strangers We're on a top, you will all fall soon Hey ho here, what a reverb Is anybody in, is anybody in Hey ho there, hello strangers We're on a top, you will all fall soon Hey ho Is anybody in, is anybody in Hey ho We're on a top, you will all fall soon

I'm an asshole, I know – I fight it everywhere I go You've seen it for yourself I'm a sinister soul, devouring feelings 'til I'm gone You've seen it for yourself I don't make fun of foolish things, I smile with wrath and irony I give more than I've got But look inside, I have some nice and pretty sorrows hidden down In my neurotic heart Torn, ripped apart like a rose in the middle of a Hailstorm and gale All in all, I'm like that ragged rose, I make it like I am the Only one to blame I'm an asshole, I know – I fight it everywhere I go You've seen it for yourself I'm a sinister soul, devouring feelings 'til I'm gone You've seen it for yourself I'm haywire, I fall – I've fallen down into black hole You've seen it for yourself; oh you don't see I've made it up, I've screwed it up, I've let you down again Once again Oh, do I make you fear 'bout me or maybe make you fear of me? Now tell me what you choose I needed badly to get close to you 'cause man, I would have won It seems that now I lose I've never meant to insult you, do you believe Or maybe you feel lost? – 'Cause you know If so, it means we're both confused – if not, I'll leave you all alone And turn into a ghost I'm an asshole, I know – I fight it everywhere I go You've seen it for yourself I'm a sinister soul, devouring feelings 'til I'm gone You've seen it for yourself I'm haywire, I fall – I've fallen down into black hole You've seen it for yourself; oh you don't see I've made it up, I've screwed it up, I've let you down again Once again I wish I had more strength to fight, I've made it up again But I've got acid in my heart, just every now and then I'm an asshole, I know – I fight it everywhere I go You've seen it for yourself I'm a sinister soul, devouring feelings 'til I'm gone You've seen it for yourself I'm haywire, I fall – I've fallen down into black hole You've seen it for yourself; oh you don't see I've made it up, I've screwed it up, I've let you down again Once again

See so many different clouds, so many different thoughts About you, boy See so many different skies, so many different cries For your eyes See so many different words, so many chords About you, boy See so many different sins, so many strings For your wings Come and let me see inside you Come and let me swim through your dreams too Come and let me dream about you Come and let me dream with you See so many different words, so many chords About you, boy See so many different sins, so many strings For your wings See so many different clouds, so many different thoughts About you, boy See so many different skies, so many different cries For your eyes Come and let me see inside you Come and let me swim through your dreams too Come and let me dream about you Come and let me dream with you Come and let me see inside you Come and let me swim through your dreams too Come and let me dream about you Come and let me dream with you And I know you're not for me, and even if you're real You're made of lies But how can I forget a boy named Alison And his eyes?

I've got snow on my cheeks Is it cool enough to freeze my soul out? I've been burning for too long, I've been waiting all night long To cool down in the end My heart's melting down My skin turned white but my eyes went dark And I'm tired of this rage and my body's like a cage And I'm bored to death Open up my mind, I'm on fire like in a trap Freeze me out somehow No, I don't want to get high, I'd rather stay low Fed up with normality, it feels like I'm stoned Don't want another lie, rather have something more Give me what I'm waiting for I've got tears on my cheeks I may be broken but I'll never cry I've been hiding for too long, I've been fighting on my own But I'm not safe at all Don't know where to run away I'm tired of lying that I need no help I am lost in my own dream and those nightmares are so real And I'm not safe at all Open up my mind, I'm on fire like in a trap Freeze me out somehow No, I don't want to get high, I'd rather stay low Fed up with normality, it feels like I'm stoned Don't want another lie, rather have something more Give me what I'm waiting for I'm waiting for silence I'm waiting for silence No, I don't want to get high, I'd rather stay low Fed up with normality, it feels like I'm stoned Don't want another lie, rather have something more Give me what I'm waiting for No, I don't want to get high